Friday, March 12, 2010

Because it's Friday?

I really feel like I need to update this blog. Unfortunately, I don't really have anything to say.

I ordered an iPod Nano. Refurbished, so I didn't have to pay full price, but it's still the newest model. It was being shipped from China. Estimated delivery date is Tuesday, but it's already on the truck for delivery. Of course, I didn't leave the authorization form on the door, so the FedEx driver won't just leave it, sadly. It requires a signature. *sigh* I really wanted to play with it this weekend. I wonder if they'll attempt delivery on Saturday? I hope so.

I've been excessively emotional lately. There's a lot going on in my life lately, and it's hard to cope with. My body is trying to find any outlet it can to let some of those feelings go. It's not cool when you almost start crying over something as stupid as getting an answer wrong at Pub Quiz.

A lot of my questions about my crazy life should be answered on Monday when I meet with an endocrinologist (see my post titled "Why my day is weird" for details). It feels wrong to be thinking this way, but what I'm most afraid of is finding out that I in fact DON'T have Cushing's, and that everything wrong with me is a result of being overweight after all, and I'll have wasted a lot of time and money figuring that out. And that wouldn't answer any questions about my headaches. But based on my symptoms and lab results, it's likely that I do have Cushing's, and I'm also a little afraid of what's going to happen next.

There's a lot of uncertainty in the air.


  1. there is some comfort in finding an "answer" instead of uncertainty; and it's possible that what's ailing you is what's CAUSING the weight gain, not the other way around? I hope you get the answers you're looking for Monday, or at least the appt. brings you one step closer to finding out what you need to know. -Mandi

  2. I'm thinking about you. You can always call or send me a message if you just want to talk..;-)